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[excubia]

(mostly doing this because i don't wanna deal with captcha.
also open to text//pic//quotes//action prompts!)

1. I know how to kill a man with nutmeg and a sword. You in or not?

2. Look, he's a hot korean guy with a motorcycle and a great ass. I'm gonna do head-tiltingly kinky shit with him.

3. Don't judge me like that. At least the house is getting cleaned. If I have to drink and listen to Disney music on repeat for that to happen, so be it.

4. Come over. We have half a bottle of jumbo champagne left and no boyfriends to slow us down

5. and if anyone tells you differently, just say that cussing is an indicator that you're in touch with your emotions, thank you very fucking much

6. text her!

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[excubia]

sometimes I wonder just what exactly I did to get some of the weird shit that happens to me

yeah
it's Sejun

he's such a dork but it's
endearing
he can make me laugh without trying

[getbit]

but some of that weird shit is coming with really GOOD shit at least right??

and omg sejun
that sounds so sweet though.....

it's different with him than it is with tae then?
but both good?

[excubia]

it is? mostly?

it is
and that's exactly the problem
I like both of them but for different reasons

[getbit]

wow that makes things harder
it'd be easier if they were similar but...one of them had more or something the other lacked
but if they both sort of make your heart skip a beat for different reasons...

i think i'm back to that point where it would help if you knew how sejun felt too
but omg so complicated
sejun is tae's employee...
are they friends too or just have a working relationship?

[excubia]

it's just
I don't know how to gauge that without tipping my hand on how I feel about him

and I'd rather not ruin Sejun and Tae's relationship, professionally or otherwise
because while Tae will deny it, Sejun's ... probably the closest thing he's had to a real, genuine friend

[getbit]

maybe you just need to wait for the right opportunities, idk.
there's no need to rush anything, especially not this important

and yeah that's super important too :C

i wish i had more helpful advice...but as we both know i'm not really great at relationship stuff so i'm not sure what else i could do to help
besides listen
i'm still super good at listening!!!!

[excubia]

oh
oh no
I might have my answer already

[ She sends a screencap of the first two texts from this exchange. ]

[getbit]

😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

OMG HE MUST REALLY LIKE YOU A LOT

[Sunhi...]

[excubia]

I
I don't know
oh god
I'm trying not to freak out

[getbit]

don't freak out!!!
find out if he's being serious
investigate!!!!!!!!!!!!

[excubia]

I'll try?????

[getbit]

you can do this!
i have faith in you madsen!
you can figure out what's going on and maybe figure out how you feel in the process????

[excubia]

hopefully?
oh god
I'm
I'm honestly terrified on how this is gonna end

[getbit]

it's okay i am here with you the entire way!!!

[excubia]

thanks
though I think I'm going to have to break into the good stuff if this doesn't go well
ex-soldier and entrusted with the will of a goddamn phoenix
and yet I can't decide who I like between two guys I know and care about

[getbit]

do you want company?
i can come over and drink with you
i'll just grab a cab and be right there
or you can come here?
you're always welcome

[excubia]

pls come over here
I don't trust myself to not go and do something stupid after this

[getbit]

okay okay i'm on my way
i'll be there soon just don't do anything stupid until i get there!

i mean
don't do anything stupid!!!!

[excubia]

right
I'll
try

[ meanwhile:

INTERNAL SCREAMING INTENSIFIES ]

[getbit]

[Sunhi shows up 15 minutes later, knocking firmly on the door so that Madsen won't miss that she's there and ready to be supportive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

[excubia]

[ ... well, at least she's not trashed, but Madsen looks pretty goddamn shaken, and for someone who tries to stay calm and collected for the most part, that's pretty jarring, especially in comparison to how she was at Jeju. ]

... Hey.

[getbit]

[Sunhi's eyes open wide at once and she rushes in.]

What's wrong? What happened??

[excubia]

[ Madsen sighs, wordlessly handing her phone over to Sunhi to show the rest of the conversation she had with Sejun.

At the same time, she gestures for her to come in and sit down at her couch. There's already a bottle of wine cracked open and a glass sitting out as she sits back down with a hand at her face, letting out a long sigh. ]

[getbit]

[Sunhi takes the phone when offered and starts reading.]

Oh...

[She reads more.]

Ooh...

[And more.]

Oh noo...

[She looks up to Madsen, then reads even more.]

Oh Madsen. Oh wow. That...That is so much and wow. Oh my god. [Time to join her for some of that wine because this is definitely not a thing to deal with sober. And Sunhi would never make a friend drink alone.]

[excubia]

I fucked it all up.

[ Madsen's voice cracks now that Sunhi's inside and in her living room, as if waiting for her to finally let her facade break down, and she looks visibly horrified as she slowly drops her hand down from her face to drop into her lap. ]

I just had to be honest with him and now ...

What am I gonna do, Sunhi. I can't lie to Tae about this, it's going to come out one way or another. And then what.